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Liar
04:40
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wounds open for another ride
as the new lashes prep the flesh for more, you understand
that the pain isn't the worst of it
and so begins the cycle of another death most unplanned
lose it all and sit through a year without sunrise
suffocate from the shift in change and film on your face
and now I'll watch it die as I sacrifice it all again
here...
here on Earth. I'm terrified of this place
castrated and stuck in place - you swear it's all a dream
horrific routines grief and nudge and oh, if only to forget
those days stay vivid as ever and I'll never put my heart back in
found my soul again in a fortnight..
...and set free toxins into the breeze
I'll pay for this
I'll pay for this
I'll pay for this
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1000 and more days alone
tend to the garden after morning's perimeter check
the crocus come and stay longer every year
it's as if they cherish their time with me as much as I do them
the avocados, always so smooth
he will enjoy them, as always, even though now his bones
are becoming so old and brittle that I must not
I have grown to become his vessel.. he would have wanted it this way
we do not miss our supposed home where they are falling into hell
lands not fit for men leave few places to escape to
I saved us from certain horrors
my searches prove the world has left nothing for me
I'm fully expecting it all to come back to me one day
for a brief moment i'm reminded, that i'm awful
this is awful
this life is not to be lived as such
where is my garden?
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